Thursday, September 22, 2011
Lovely Lilia
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Quick rant
I really can't stand it when people tell me how much they LOVE the newborn stage and wish their babies would just stay small and sweet and cuddly forever. What drives me even crazier, though, is when people tell ME that I should cherish this "wonderful" time and enjoy every single second I have with my precious little angel. "They grow up so fast! Don't waste a single precious moment!" UGH! I hate newborns. There. I said it. To me they scream all the time that they are awake and project poop and vomit everywhere. What exactly is there to love about this time period? Maybe some newborns sleep all day long and other parents are getting 8 hrs of sleep after the first month, but our babies and our household just doesn't seem to work out that way. Don't get me wrong, I was just as thrilled as any other mother when Ivy started smiling a few days ago and ran to get the camera, (too late, of course,) but I see the smiles and occasional sleeping periods as lucky and wondrous abnormalities in the normal routine. The newborn period for me is something to be endured - something to survive. And survive we will. We have done it before and will do it again. I know it will get better. It's a completely different story once they get to 5 or 6 months old. Give me a babbling, cooing, interactive 6 month old any day!! And I absolutely ADORE toddlers. I can't WAIT until Ivy gets to be a year old. Maybe I am a horrible person, but mostly I just think I am realistic. Lilia was such a tough baby that Cliff and I weren't sure we would ever have any more. It took her becoming a toddler that I finally changed my mind and thought I could do it again. I don't want anyone's sympathy. We knew what we were getting into and we know that it's WORTH it when they get a little older. It really is. But, please don't lecture me about this "precious" and thankfully temporary time period. I don't want to hear it. The end.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
New House Teaser
So Cliff and I became homeowners at the very end of June. We almost didn't have time to celebrate between a new baby coming and a move from Japan. This started out as an incredibly difficult move for us, but has turned into a tremendous blessing. Although the area is a lot more expensive than Pensacola or even Jacksonville would have been for us, we are so grateful to be here and as you can see, the views are spectacular. We feel like we live in a national park. The people here are wonderful and Cliff is actually really enjoying his new job. Even more than his job, though, we are LOVING the time we get to spend with him. He is home every night and usually by 4p.m. It's incredible.
Life with two children has been an adjustment for me. I used to be able to just pick up and go with Lilia. We went out every day. We went shopping and out to lunch and to the park and we just always on the go. Although Ivy isn't quite as fussy as Lilia was, she is still pretty fussy. We are just now starting to venture out on our own without Cliff and It's pretty physically exhausting. The good news is that with this baby I have something I didn't have with Lilia. I have perspective. I know that these next few months will be rough. I also know that it WILL get better. Ivy is already a better sleeper than Lilia. She will go 4 and sometimes even 5 hours at night. Lilia didn't get there until she was over 7 months old. I'm grateful to the ward here. The ward members are fabulous and have made us feel very loved and welcome. I am almost embarrassed to admit that we had meals come to us almost every night for over two weeks. I think that the hardest thing for us here in Virginia is going to be leaving in a few years. Can't think about that for a while!!!
So there are my scattered thoughts for now. Maybe next time I will put up some pictures of the baby!!
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